Oh I can. I have. I did.
I gave up as you can see from the non posting for the last year. I gave up on many different things but most especially on losing weight. Oh, there was a push in January for about 4 weeks and I did lose some weight but it didn't last. There were several attempts throughout the year but they all failed.
Why?
Because I am lazy. I really am. I want things handed to me on a platter. I don't want to have to work for them. I took for granted the years of being skinny and thought it would always be that way. now, I can't seem to change my mindset and see that I am the fat girl now.
In my mind I am still a size 6 not a 12. I am still skinny not fat with rolls on my tummy. I can still wear all the clothes I want to-in my mind-and I don't struggle with my confidence.
but then I look in a mirror and I am faced with reality. But it doesn't affect me enough to make changes.
Because I am lazy.
I need to change that. Desperately.
I need to change that for my kids so they don't learn to be lazy and expect to get the things they want. ugh I just want to be skinny again. :(
